rejected

have you ever feel rejected by someone?

once i felt very upset, i lifted my right hand and i yelled and screamed to my dog, Miki. he felt very scared. he low his head, hide his tail, look at me and get away from me. he looked very sad and wonder. i was someone who he trust, someone who will play with him, someone who fed him and gave him bath. he felt like " .. now she yelled at me?". i never forget his white funny face .. getting away from me, from our house and gate. he went to our neighbour's open garage and hide under their car. he felt rejected. hurted. his hurted face keep come into my mind even until now .. even its 25 years ago.

my Big Bear rejected me.

he gave wrong impression to his best friend (who is a girl) and his other friends who are girls that currently he does not have a girl friend :( whatever the reason, i feel rejected. soooooooooooo hurted.

i low my head, look at him, questioning him, i dont understand him, crying and im getting away from him .. from the house and the gate ....


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