cutie cutie cutie adorable hammies

i was looking to my picture collection of my hammies. they're so cuuuuuuute and adorable. their tiny nose, round and clear eyes (black or red ones), funny twin teeth, soft fur and great smell of hammies .. they all make me keep starring on the pictures and say : how great THOU art!

i always adore fury creatures. either doggies, hammies, rabbits, tigers, etc..etc.. except cats hehehe..

feb 2005 i bought 2 hammies. i called the female as poko. and the male i called as piko. they are cute hammies. piko was a light browm campbels with red eyes. poko was a tiny grey white-winter with black big eyes. in july 2006 they become a tribe of hammies with 36 members. so fast ah? hahahahahaha ...


i got one futuristic plastic cage + 4 wire cages + 1 simple cage (for hammy travel) + 1 big green dough bowl (belongs to my mom) + 1 trash basket + 1 shopping basket (belongs to my mom) as their homes :)

i love my hammies but then i found that mixing a campbels and a white winter hammy was a crime, because their genetics do not match each other. so, many times the childrean will not be a healthy generation according to some online articles. so i stopped breeding them. i never let a male and female in the same place to stop breeding. i gave the hammies to my friends and told them not to breed them because they will only produce unhealthy kids.

then i saw them -the left hammies- died one by one. and it hurted me. one of them dies because its water bottle didnt work! God, i really regret the day i refilled the bottle :(

piko died in his very old age (btw hammy only reach 2 years of age). he still wanted to move and play even he was in his old age. but inside the body, his inner body part were started to fester.

i cried everytime i lost my hammy. seems like i lost part of my own body and soul :( my pets are my own life. i love them soooooooo much.


"I tell you," he replied, "if they keep quiet, the stones (read: hammies) will cry out"

enough..stop.....

enough..stop.....i dont think he deserves to be in our topic now ..

that what was my fake brother told me toninght when we chat about my ex bf. how many times i spent my time to think of undeserve things? how many times i let myself do talk and share about unimportant topics? how many times i spent my money for such kind of undeserve stuffs? i could do much much more if i can utilize myself well. i need to make most of my time, resources and money. learn to spend them more wisely.

my fake brother's words keep on my mind until now:
"enough .. stop .. "

ooooh... see the differences between my fake brother and i? so sad :(


whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through Him

little ppiglet with her diary

i started my first diary when i was 12-13.

a golden diary book was given to me by mrs corwin. my sister got the silver one. she said that we can write down everything we want in the diary, either good things or bad feeling.

later, when i reread my diary, i could not understand what i wrote in the diary :p cos most of the times what i wrote in the diary were bad feeling or experiences. i wrote the diary as when i was crying. sometimes i let my tears felt into the pages of my diary then tried to swap the tears on the page but all i did were became a mess. also when i was in a hurry or upset my handwriting become very bad hehehe. the golden diary become dirty, full of messy, hard to read.

so this blog is a good idea of writing. whatever your mood is your writing were always be neat and clear. it would not be italic even if you write as you lying on your comfort bed or sofa, or getting asleep when you're writing :) if you mistype something then all you need is retype it. if you're crying then your tears will not affect your blog :p

proverbs 3:3 says :
let love and faithfulness never leave you; bind them around your neck, write them on the tablet of your heart

a strange stranger i met this evening

i always open to stranger i met. but a stranger is not always a friend.

i went to gramedia bookstore today for some good books my uncle told me about. i left the store with 3 novels by andrea hirata, "the relaxed home" by atlanta bartlett, 2 wooden photo frames, a green pen and a cutter. the last 4 item i bought are barunson's products with 75%discount. hehehe.

after that i sat in a green plastic chair for rujak -indonesian fruit salad in the pavement of the book store. a man who sat before me tried to start a chat. as i prayed for my rujak, he asked me where did i go this morning for church. that's how we started chat.

stranger : where did you go this morning for church?
ppiglet(with smile) : puspowarno baptist church
s : oh, where's puspowarno? im a new here so i dont know where is it
p : well.. somewhere, i cant describe it cos im also a stranger here
s : my church is X church, in salatiga. its not popular here but in papua (irian jaya island). the central church is in lawang (east java)
p : any X church here in semarang?
s : no. do you want to come to salatiga with me for church?
p : what??
s : where do you live?
p : i stay in a hotel here
s : where you come from
p : jakarta
s : so you go to baptist church also in jakarta?
p : no, i go to jcc (a.k.a bethany church) when im in jakarta
s : oh.. X church is very close to bethany church with pastor niko. we recognized the bethany church ...bla..bla..bla..bla..
s : have you get involve in church ministry?
p : yea, i do. indirect ministry
s : you need to join a ministry. you need to join a cellgroup. you need a counsellor.
s : if you need a counselor, i have a friend who can help you with your problem
p : what?? sorry, no thank you, but i dont have problem.
s : i can ask my friend to meet you in your hotel for counseling (he tried to find his pen and paper)
s : but you need a counsellor. i will ask my friend to meet you, my friend is a girl.

i left him.

he remind me to an aquintance who always think that she's the only one who is right. for her, everybody who is not with her are wrong. she thinks that everybody should follow her. she gave us a holy communion in pastamatrix the restaurant! does she have an authority to do that? she splashed "holy water" to a friend when she asked to pray for him in macdonald. and she said that she has a vision about me as a "lustful pig". :(

and the stranger i met today comes from the same church as this girl. it shocked me (*shudder*).



but no stranger had to spend the night in the street, for my door was always open to the traveler

get closer to our world

few years ago one of my friend pett always use his cellphone for internet connection. it was 2004 so the internet connection through cellphone is not as cheap as today. i just wondered why he was not careful with his cellphone bills. he said that it was not a wasting cos his point was effectivenes in his limited time. he could get into his business anywhere and anytime he wanted to. his "extravagant" way of life really surprised me.

but lately i just realise that sometimes all what we need was a reliable simple stuff with a lot of capabilities. people need to get connected with other people/the world. you may called the stuff as cellphones or pda or laptop or anything you name it. im not too interested with those kind of tehcnologies, however technologies bring us closer to our world even distance separated us. even the price might be higner than the normal price.

thanks for matrix and my old sony ericsson. thanks for indosat 3g and my huge vodafone modem. thank you for techy guys outthere to make all things possible :)

i thank my God every time i remember you

spirit, soul and body

to get connected with the world, my laptop need its spirit.

we all believe that human being is consists of spirit, soul and body. do you believe that computer also got the same parts? i do. for me, the body of computer is the hardware itself. a turned on pc set could not do "anything" without the soul which called as : software, application, or the system. spirit of a computer would make a computer PERFECT!. only with the spirit, my computer can get related with other computers. here i can say that the spirit of a computer is network or internet connection :):):)

if you join a project for weeks or months and need to stay all alone in hotel room, you might feel what i've been feeling for months :) or maybe what all you need to do was waiting and waiting, then you might call a laptop with its spirit as your very best friends. hahahahahahahaaa...


may God himself, the God of peace, sanctify you through and through. may your whole spirit, soul and body be kept blameless at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ

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hmmm... today, another miracle happened to me :) once again HE did a great thing in my life. and guees what .. days between dec 11 2007 and jan 25 2008 were a long long long waiting time for me. seemed that it would be forever waiting. praise the Lord, He gave me a break today. He answered my prayer today.

i was screamed this morning and punched one of my friend's shoulder. then gave a call to my brother's cellphone. shouted one the phone "approved!". "they approved me!!". hahahah what a happy day :)

i will save the rest of the story for later :)
for now, i want to build my stone of memorial for my God. i will never forget today, the day He lifts me. as i crossed the river of doubts and worries. thanks Lord.


praise be to the LORD, the God of Israel, from everlasting to everlasting.
let all the people say, "Amen!". praise the LORD.

ud6/5

i started this adventure in november 2005 :) it is an adventure to buy a tiny house for my own. and i want to say that its really cooooolll........

november 2005 - i just wonder what should i do with my money. not becos i got a lot of money but i just want to make most of my money. spend it wisely.

nov 2005 - we went to kota wisata site in cibubur, east part of jakarta. i decided to buy the smallest type they have. a minimalist style of a grey picture -yea! i bought picture- cos they did not even dig the soil yet! they swapped my credit card for 5mil dealing.

dec 2005 - pay the first installment for 5 times down payment, 10mil each.
jan 2006, feb 2006, march 2006, april 2006 - pay the rest of down payment installment.

april 2006 - signed a 15years(!!!) contract with permata bank. we dealed with 15.5% rate of interest, fixed for the first year, then floating rate for the next years according to the market/bank rate. it was 2.4mil/month for the first year.

may 2006 - may 2007 my first year of payment for my cute ottawa house.

nov 2006 - i saw a great-cool-strong-very ppiglet-grey- building in ottawa cluster. my own tiny house :)

jan/feb 2007 i got the keys but the developer left the doors without handles! how come i get inside the house? so i left the keys in customer service, had them to setup all the handles and re-plant some pine trees that already died in my small terrace "garden" :) i got a piece of green area in front of my house and they put 3 little pine trees. some kind of short bushes and yellow wild orchid plants.

dec 2008 - for the first time i entered my ottawa house and found that its really well made. well done guys! in the same day i registered the house to a rental agent for 15mil/year. prohome, the agent said that the market rate is 12.5mil/year but they will open the offering with 15mil/year.

jan 2008 - prohome called that the house is picked by a korean for one year contract and he wants it as soon as possible. until now im still in semarang city for project so i asked my youngest brother to make a contract sign for me. he was surprisesd with my debts! A LOT of debts to pay before he can sign the rent contract. wakakakakakakaaaa...

care to know the debts detail?
. pln/electricity bills for 3 months
. pam/water supply bills for 3 months
. ipl/iuran pembersihan lingkungan / environment cleaning bill for 12 months
. pbb/pajak bumi dan bangunan/earth and building tax for 1 year

other things i need to pay were :
. electricity reconnection (cos they cut the connection after i ignore the 3 months bills
. water supply reconnection (cos they cut the connection after i ignore the 3 months bills

wow wow wow wow what the best house owner on earth. i neglected all my responsibilities to my cute ottawa house :(

but now i payed full all the debts :)

one thing i regret about the prohome agent is that i need to pay 10% agent fee! it should be 5% only but cos of some dirty game among the sales/marketing then i need to pay 10% instead of 5%. grrrrr....

by the way the contract closed with 15mil/year plus 2mil deposit (to avoid unwanted situation like dirty walls, unpayed bills, etc ) but after paying all the bills, agent 10% provision, only 12.5mil left now :) hahaha ..

my special thanks to michael, my icecoldstock's boss for about 3 years. i had work for him since november 2004 until december 2007. he's a good boss. he appreciated and recognized my work. also barry the big boss who really care about me. my ottawa house was built with what i earned from them. when she started to bear her first fruit, the supports from the icecoldstocks was ended. everything is perfect on its time. and all were planned by HIM alone.

all the praise, glory and honour is for GOD, and GOD alone.

ps.
ud6/5 is my ottawa house block and number :)


unless the LORD builds the house, its builders labor in vain.
unless the LORD watches over the city, the watchmen stand guard in vain.

why people write their blog?

why people write their blog?

1. to capture moments in their life
2. to develop their writing ability
3. to make money through the ad-sense hahaha
4. to share whats on their mind and let the world join them to make the world better place to live :)
5. to share whats on their mind, and their secret toughts they dont really care if anyone read the blog or not
6. internet, computer and blogs, thats how they spend most of their time cos they already got all they need (no need to think of their materials needed). i know an aquintance who has had all that she needs. all she did was shopping, dining, hang out and .. blogging. what did she do for living? hmm.. nothing, cos like i said, she already got what she needed for years to come :)

in the future, when your children ask you, 'what do these stones mean?' tell them that the flow of the Jordan was cut off before the ark of the covenant of the LORD. when it crossed the Jordan, the waters of the Jordan were cut off. these stones are to be a memorial to the people of Israel forever."

late 2007 flashback

today is the 14th of january 2008. this flashback should be written about 2 weeks ago but i was not sure what to write :p

okie.
first of all .. i'd like to say HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
hahahah so late, ah?

hmmm.. about the 2007 flashback

in early jan 2007. my pastor said that in 2007 we will experience extraordinary miracle(s). will it be fullfilled in my personal life?

i started 2007 with a new spirit indeed.
january => spent new years eve in pandaan - surabaya for navision implementation (hah!)
january => got a stranger as new friend, but if I can rewind one thing in 2007, it is not to reply his email. what a big mistake i ever done. He’s been a nightmare for me.
april => switched from a developer to be an system application team member
- traveling .. traveling .. traveling .. whew ..
june-november => started a serious relationship in early june and end it in the end of november.
august => bought my mom her dreaming clothing. She’s so exciting with what she got!
september => found ‘error 99’ on my cute camera. so sad :(
september => went to spore for the first time (finally!) and met fun guys and stuffs there. spent time with my beloved brother. fun days in spore with yummy indian food hahahaha..
april-december => found a LOT of silly dramas from a guy i called as boyfriend :((
november-december => spent days in semarang for project
december => just realise that i pending all pics i captured in 2007. lot of stuffs q-ing for my picture website. lot of things to do in 2008!
december => got a super surprise email at december 11th 2007 (hihihi .. was this the extraordinary miracle?) i think so. HE knows the best time to gave me surprises cos december 10th was a very hard day for me. it was one of the worst days for me in 2007.
december => register my new house to a rental agent. btw they stopped my electricity & water facility since i ignored my monthly responsibility hihihihi..

for short, until the end of 2007, God has been stuffed me with His kindness, mercy and goodness. God still loves me and HE shows me that HE loves me much more than i ever imagine :)

thanks God, i was stuffed with your goodness in 2007 :)


YOU crown the year with your bounty, and your carts overflow with abundance

about leo

i have a good friend called as leo.

the funny things between us is that we draw a line between us the first time we know each other. as two souls keep communicate with each other, feeling may grow, liking may grow. we promised to keep ourself as mystery, never exchange personal data and keep chatting. he asked me to treat him as "brother" but in the same time he said that he doesnt believe in brother sister relationship between two non blooded related persons, only love relationship between two persons of opposite sex.. if they are very close...
hahahahahaha he's so funny!

many many times he only show himself up just to say hello then disapear for days. yea, he'a a busy leader and a good businessman who always busy. he always think of his business performance. thought it was his bad manner not to give prior notice before he ended our chat but then i know that he's REALLY a busy man. hahaha .. sorry brother :)

you might think that he is "crazy" and plin-plan (inconsistent). oops, he's not crazy at all. he's the most wise and honest chat friend i ever met. he's smart, cool and VERY honest. he tried to end our friendship twice cos we have different level of thinking. he's not match with me at all. emotionally, he's a well developed man, on the other hand im a very undiscipline, straight forward, no certain goals in life, childish etc..etc.. (so it must be pain for him to deal with a ppiglet)

wow. great leo, ah? yea. great him and poor ppiglet :(


a friend loves at all times,and a brother is born for adversity

feb 02 2008
geeeeezzzz... before this i never know that leo is your real name. i thought leo was only a nick :p

doggies loves me...

yea. thats right.
about 3 years ago i stay in a house with a black english cocker spaniel dog. he was a very courious dog. he barks in every stranger came to the house. and will never stop until the guest leaves his teritory. hahaha
the problem was .. we need to stay there for about 3 days! for short, fredo - the dog then become very close with me in less than 2 hours ive been there.

he follow me wherever i go. he wanted me to pet and touch him. if not then he will put his head on my hand or tried to sit on my lap -we (the host and i) always sat on a red carpet-. he will stand in his 2 legs if i stand, putting the other front legs on me. he tried to enter and stay on my room. at night he stay in front of my room all night, crying. he wished he could come in.

the host were all wonder why fredo became very close to me cos he never even do those things to any of the owner. after 3 days we left the house and the next month was christmas. the house owner sent me christmas sms and told me that fredo died.
after my leaving, fredo was sick and got stressed. he did not want to eat at all. they took do to his vet but it didnt work. he passed away about 2-3 weeks after my leaving.

yesterday i went to salatiga city for relatives and i saw a big male german shepherd dog in his big cage. i came near him to say hello and the people said : don’t come too close, edo is very dangerous and fierce. pls don’t come near him. but for me he looks very cute. he has big brave eyes and soft palms. i came near him and he keep looked at me. then he tried to reach me with his front legs. i can see his blue registration number inside his right ear. ouch .. must be hurt when they put the tattoo when he was only a puppy. poor fellow  he has a black wet nose (a dog with a nose that is not predominantly black must be disqualified. crazy!). when i leave him he cried. he tried to hold my hands with his front legs and play them with his mouth. he didn’t want me to leave him. he enjoy when i pet him and play with ears, scratch his head and back. slrrrpp… he licks me and my glases!

we went to kalioso, to meet my moms old friends. and there they were.. 2 local dogs and we met as old friends! one of them stand on his 2 back legs and reach me for hugs. the other one keep starring at me and allow me to scratch his fury head. love them very much. muuuach..